Slightly irritated

Slightly irritated today. Relaxing and whatnot, but Christmas is soon and this is good. I just cant wait to have my own damn space. Its seriously annoying to have to depend on other people, and to have to deal with people's crap, when they really dont have a clue. Rant over.

I'm looking forward to Christmas, but I'm going to need super inhaler time! I'm staying with my mother as well on Boxing Day night. Which is obscure, but otherwise its on a blow up bed, and I'm not great with those for 2 nights straight. So thats sorted!

Still need to do some drawings, i've done a few, and I need to make frames etc but toher than that, its on track, I dont have them with me at Chris's house, but I think I should get them from my student house, and keep going. I dont know if they'll actually sell. But hey, its worth a try I guess. We sorted out our spare change yesterday, we had 35 pounds and 83 pence in change! haha and the extra 25 pound I'd saved, its a good amount to go towards the flat money. I mean, its not huge but at least its something towards it.

I'm kinda feeling a bit defeated, I'm not one to bitch, and I'm not one to keep things to myself, but in this case, I dont think it would make a difference if I even said anything. I really dont like the whole weird fashionable thing at the moment, with being so superficial. Whatever happened to being your own person? I'm so sick of seeing kids dress the same, act the same, and seemingly trying to find the most obscure thing to be interested in, which ironically is the SAME thing their friends are interested in. Bands you've never heard of, obscure references you've never heard of. Its not that I live under a rock, they just seem to try so so hard to be "different" and yet stay the same in their little groups.

I liked it when ids didnt try so hard, when they actually smiled for once, not fake smiled. When we all made friends easily, not got looked up and down for not wearing the correct attire. Its bullshit. Does this shit matter? No. I think we're all old enough to get a grip to be honest.

I've also noticed how kids go to uni to socialise, not actually get a degree. Weird. I thought that was what uni was for. Friends are a lucky bonus, but I'd rather concentrate on my education. Thanks.